I'm not finding anything creative to do. And we don't really deck our halls. I thought we were going to decorate the tree, but that didn't work real well either. If we do today, I'll take some pictas. SNOW HAS FINALLY ARRIVED (I'll take some pictures of that too... from indoors of course)!
I have been very upset with myself lately. Like I just don't like who I am. I'm feeling like I need to change a few things about myself.
1. My sarcasm.
I don't think people realize when I'm being sarcastic, so it just turns out to be rude.
2. How much I worry about things.
If this gives you any perspective, I have insecurities and then I'm insecure about my insecurities.
3. The amount of work I can handle.
To put it shortly: It's not very much, it needs to be more.
4. The way I talk to people.
I just need to be more friendly.
5. My complaining.
It's honestly something that I've been trying to work on, but it's hard.
So, no picture today. Just some thoughts. I would really like to not hate myself. This is something I shall be working on. But here's the thing, I don't want to love myself for who I am, I want to change myself and in turn, love the new me. Is that bad? I kind of feel like that's bad. Anyways... I'll probably talk to my mom about it.
You know those prayers where you're like, "This is so dumb, but I'll ask anyway."? Well, God has been answering those in my favor lately! It's so nice.
Prayer 1: I take naps all the time. I have also had a ton of homework this week. The past few days, I have prayed that I would have enough energy to just make it through the day without a nap. Whenever I started getting fatigued, I would just drink of cup of Jesus tea, and I was all good. It was actually really helpful that I didn't have to take naps those days. I did allow myself to take one today though. Actually, that was the only thing that kept me motivated to stay alive today.
Prayer 2: That the UPS guy would stop coming. He was a creeper and kept staring at me. Suddenly, he got like fired or something. PTL.
Prayer 3: That the lady I needed to call wouldn't answer her phone. She didn't.
I just feel like this week in general has been going really good. Considering how much homework I have, I think I have kept up pretty well (besides the late nights). Needless to say though. I am very much looking forward to Christmas break.
Speaking of Christmas...
DAY 5: On the door.
I had to go to the shed and get the out today. There still aren't batteries in it though, because I am lazy and stupid. :)
I figured out that there's a new photography challenge every month. YES PLEASE!
I also figured out that I have a 5 to 7 page paper due on Wednesday that is 40% of my grade. Fun stuff, right? I'm hoping to at least get liiiikkkkeeee 3 pages done tonight? Yeah, we'll see if that happens. Anyways, I'm going to start the Christmas challenge, but I didn't like what it was for today, so I also did the other one too. That was really confusing. I've been writing a different four-page paper for the past 4 hours. Wow, it doesn't feel that long. I suppose time does fly when you're having fun.
DAY 3: Clouds/Rosy
This one kind of sucks, but that's okay. It's not really rosy anyways.
I also took one for Day 2 of the Christmas one. Red and Green.