Thursday, January 24, 2013

Light Brown Sugar

DAY 18: Something You Bought:
Mirror pic!
DAY 19: Sweet:
DAY 20: Someone You Love:
I love this girl so stinking much.
DAY 21: Reflection:

DAY 22: Your Shoes:
I didn't even set this picture up!
DAY 23: Something Old:

My dad, being the cop he is, gave me and my sisters these when we were little. I remember sleeping with it. I had totally forgot about it even though it had been in my room this whole time.
DAY 24: Guilty Pleasure:

Youtube in general is my guilty pleasure, but especially Whose Line. 


Thursday, January 17, 2013

Overwhelming Format

This format is too much for me right now. Here is the easy way out.
DAY 11: Where you sleep. Nope, I never make my bed. Seriously. It's hard!
DAY 12: Close up. I love this thing way too much.
DAY 15: Happiness. Yes, I realize that I over-edited this. I also realize the my tooth is gray. I'm okay with all of these things right now. 
DAY 14: Something you're reading. You already know.
DAY 13: In your bag. Lots of florals, some money, an envelope, and my glasses case!
DAY 17: Water. My dad and I had fun with this one. 








Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Lost

Can I just vent a little bit? Thanks so much!

Lost. That's how I would describe myself in one word at this point in time. You know how people say that if you skip a semester of school, you'll never go back? I didn't want to go back to school just after Christmas break! I have a problem. I hate school.

If I was taking classes that I actually enjoyed going to, I feel as though it might be easier for me to have fun at school. Right now my favorite class is Public Speaking, so that should tell you something. I know that no one is preventing me from being happy besides myself.

Here's my problem. I have no stinking, flipping, freaking, pooping idea what I want to do with my life. My major is "undeclared" at this point in time and I need to change that quickly. In one of my classes, this kid said that he didn't have a specific major. The professor then asked him, "Do you like to learn though?" After the student assured him that he loved learning, the teacher said, "See, I think it's okay to not know what you're going to do as long as you love learning." Well, you see? This is bad news for me. I don't really enjoy learning unless it's something that I'm interested in. But come on! Who hears "You're going to learn subject-verb agreement this semester" and responds with, "Awwww yeah! I love learning!"? Certainly not me.

You may ask, "Why don't you take classes that you are more interested then?" Two words: My advisor. I'm in a tricky situation. I definitely shouldn't let my advisor rule my life and make it horrible, but she is the advisor for the scholarship that I received. As of now, I do not have to pay for any classes or books or anything. This is why I feel like I cannot speak up. If they're paying for me, I shouldn't waste my time and their money lullygagging with "fun" classes. At our last meeting, I asked her if I could take a fun class like photography or something. She immediately shot me down and said that I don't have time for that. I have to save it for MAYBE the second semester of my sophomore year.

Moving on. I need to decide what I want to do. I have seriously been begging God to just tell me. To physically have someone come up to me and say, "I think you would be a great..." I don't care who it is. Stranger, family, friend, acquaintance. I'll take anything at this point.

In short, I'm really fed up with life right now. I'm starting to feel like I am not cut out for the whole school thing anymore. I just need to make it through these rough patches though, right? Right.

I might have already said this. I think I did. But it's worth saying again. Jesus Calling. Sarah Young. Read it.

IT'S ABOUT TIME THAT I WHOOP LIFE'S BUTT!!! (and go to bed)

Friday, January 11, 2013

Update

I don't realize how much I get on facebook until I don't allow myself to get on for a little while. Anyways, it's super cold outside. I actually would somewhat enjoy the cold weather if it weren't for the stinkin wind. Like what the heck?

I'm working right now and we don't have any patients. I already ordered a bunch of trials and contacts, so hop off! I HAVE been doing work, okay? None of my fun co-workers (or bosses) are here right now either.

McDonald's is really good. Pitch Perfect is really funny. My shirt won't button. And everytime someone walks by, I minimize this. That has actually only happened once, so nevermind.

FYI the buttons on my shirt SLEVE won't button. It's not like I'm too fat. I just got them buttoned. Yay.

Blogs are a funny thing. It's keeping me entertained right now though. In case you couldn't tell, I have nothing of worth to say right now.

Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. Read it.

I got $120 for not very much work. I feel bad, but I don't know how I would return it. They should've just given me $100...or $40.

I should paint my nails. My lips are chapped. I like calling people more than answering phone calls. When you call, you have a set thing that you need to tell someone. When someone calls you, you have no idea what they're going to say. But let's face it, texting is best. People say they don't like texting and I so wish I could agree, but I don't really get it. Texting is so much easier to me.

I like vitamin water. Sometimes I worry that it's going to make lips all colorful like it used to do when I was little.

Yesterday a 3 year old wanted to do the air puff.

All my friends are leaving and I don't want to go back to school.

Such is life. Soups interesting, yeah?

Thursday, January 10, 2013

January

DAY 1~ You:
This was the night I was going a little crazy, so I apologize.

 DAY 2~ Breakfast:

Carnations Breakfast Essentials... gotta love it.

DAY 3~ Something You Adore:

Big sweaters all the way.
DAY 5~ Something You Wore:

DAY 6~ Makes You Smile:
 I really like football. And the quality time it gives me with my father.
DAY 7~ Favorite:
I sure do love my friends. 
DAY 8~ Your Sky:

DAY 9~ Daily Routine:
I usually do this on a daily basis. Super attractive, right?



Saturday, January 5, 2013

Sick Obsession

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVFHMtaSLkg

That's what I'm listening to as I type this.

As you may have been able to tell, I have an unhealthy obsession. Yes, with Demaryius Thomas. But actually, with boys in general. It's bad, really. Let me explain further.

It has come to the time in my life where friends start getting married. Granted it's not like all of them are getting married. Not even 50%, but it has left me thinking. I have never had a boyfriend. I have never even had a reasonable guy be interested in me. I would say the majority of my friends either have boyfriends right now or have had them in the past. I know this shouldn't bother me as much as it does. That is why I'm trying to change it.

Obviously, there is a reason for my not having a boyfriend. (This music is really distracting). I personally believe ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj3iNxZ8Dww) that if I had a bf right now, I would focus my attention on him. I would most likely put God, family, friends, school, and work on the back burner. I also think it would be really stressful for me to have a boyfriend right now. Plus, breakups do not like the funnest thing in the world.

So that's just what I need to remember. It will come when it will. GET OVER IT KRISTIN, AND CLEAN YOUR ROOM.

In other news, January picture challenge is on. It's from 2012, and I didn't succeed that much with the Christmas challenge. It's the thought that counts though, right?

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

This is a weird one, guys


As catchy as this song is, it has absolutely ZERO depth or meaning. This also happened at 12:42 am, so don't judge. That's late for me.

The Year Comes To A Close

DAY 25: Merry Christmas
DAY 26: Warm and Cozy
DAY 27: Snow


I very much dislike when pictures look better on the camera.
DAY 29: Lit
This is a house across the street from some people I babysit for. You even have to tune into a certain radio station.
DAY 30: Peace


This pictures don't really scream "peace", but I think peace can be found in anything. :)
DAY 31: Good Cheer